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hmmm... today i nothing to say... as i been very long never write here... so think update something for your.. as this year i found myself very lost alot thing happen to me, friends, bf, dad, personnal problem... as alot time i wish they really know what i mean without i say anything.. haha... dunno is i think too much or they really dun understand.. is not i never try to told them hiaz... just that say they also dun understand me.. that why i write in the blog here..

Maybe cos i only child ba.. some more at my very young age time, i told myself everything just keep in my deep heart cos dun wan my parent worry about me.. so my parents until now still think okay everything i can one man show to help all the thing as i a human like them i have blood not say i a robot just eat wire or oil... haha..

your will say haiz this is nothing cos in other country some ppl may worse than me dun need to sad or so depress.. i know i know all this.. if your is only child your will know my feeling.. As go home only face 4square house, no ppl to talk with cos i only stay with my dad as my mum how past alway so more worse right? althought i had bf but he have parent to take care too some more we havent marry cant ask him to accompany everyday also he very busy i dun like to give him to worry... so end back to the square i alone lo... haha...

Btw dunno my bf will see this ma.. Dun care la.... I just want to say to him is not i dun wan to slp at nite well is been young i cant slp liao.. what i try to say is i now getting better cos have you around support me, i wont feel so lonely... thank for been my bf, thank for love so much, thank for carely me, thank for support me all along althought you dunno what happen to me sometime i just abit nag to you.. If without you i wont be today as a cheerful as you see, if without you i just forever will close my heart never open to anyone, if without now my life no colour in my vision, if without you now i have nothing in the this world...... 千言万语我无法说， 自能在此说我爱你永远永远。。。